Positive - No. 2
So, I intended to write this for the past week, but simply have not had the energy nor the time to scribe my memories, my reactions, my thoughts.... On April 3rd, 2011, I woke up to a flood of emotions - it had been the same, familiar feeling for the past couple of weeks and I was determined to put my mind at ease - I would take a pregnancy test. Almost the same scenario as when I found out I was pregnant with your older sister, I wasn't expecting to be pregnant, but mix nursing and your daddy and I ready to expand our family... I guess I could say that I hoped. So, that Sunday morning we woke up... I fed Eleanor, daddy and she then just played in the living room when I excused myself to go to the bathroom... took the test and all of the sudden a rush of anxiety came over me: What if I am pregnant? What if I am NOT? Regardless of what this stick says, I am super nervous to know how to react... how will BJ react... I decided to make the bed to make the 3 minutes pass quickly. I rem
